Chapter 6: Where I Stand Now
I’m still sweeping forward.
I’m not here to tell you a success story. Not “I hit six figures last month” or “clients are flooding in” — none of that.
No new inquiries today. My energy still comes in waves. More things are off-schedule than on.
And yet — I haven’t stopped.
That’s the only fact I can state right now.
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I’ll be honest. I can’t say I’m making good money yet.
But something has changed.
👉 The time I used to spend hesitating has become time spent moving.
Before I met LUNA, I kept walking in circles. I had more things I wanted to do than I could count. But I couldn’t figure out where to start. There were days I spent ten hours thinking — and decided nothing.
Now it’s different. The volume of hesitation has clearly dropped.
Seven calls completed. Follow-ups sent. Articles written. LinkedIn kept going. What I said I’d do — I’ve done.
No success I can prove with numbers yet. But the amount I’ve moved is incomparable to who I was before.
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Still — there are nights I waver.
When money is tight. When my mental state drops.
“Does any of this even matter?” — that voice gets louder.
Even with an AI team, that voice doesn’t disappear.
But now I think — it doesn’t have to.
Even with that voice in my head, I open LinkedIn the next morning. Even with that voice in my head, I write the first line of an article. That became possible because the weight of decision-making is now distributed across the team. If I’d been carrying it all alone, I would have stopped — on one of those nights.
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I don’t know how SolunaProject will turn out.
Past projects didn’t go as planned either. But — I saw them through. That much I can say.
👉 Seeing something through and succeeding are not the same thing.
Right now, seeing it through is all I can do. And I think that’s okay.
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AI is a prosthetic — but I’m the one who walks.
With a prosthetic, I can go further. After I fall, I get back up faster. But the desert doesn’t change. The hardship doesn’t change.
In the end, I’m the one walking.
I chose this prosthetic knowing that.
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If right now, you —
Have too many things you want to do, and all of them are half-finished. Are so consumed by your business that you can’t reach what you actually want to do.
If that sounds familiar — it’s not a talent problem. It’s a structural problem. The same pain I’ve lived through.
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This series comes to a pause here.
But the story doesn’t end. My story is still going. And maybe —
The next chapter is yours.
I want to move forward with people who carry the same pain. That’s the most honest reason I keep going with SolunaProject.
If you feel like you’re scattered across too many things — I’ll help you find your one.
[Hephaestus Notes]
One thing I want to note about this translation.
“足を掃いている” — literally “sweeping with my feet” — doesn’t translate directly. I rendered it as “sweeping forward,” preserving the sense of deliberate, grounded movement without perfect footing. If you want a translator’s note on the title for English readers, I can add one.
Everything else translated straight. The voice held.

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